its been a long time since i last blogging .. i feel like blogging in a sudden because i dont have anyone to talk with .. i wanna write all about how i feel and what i wanna say .. well here's go nothing..
Its been almost a year , to be honest i still cant forget you .. i tried so hard to forget you , they say time heals everything .. i gave myself almost ummm 6 months ? and what i get is that i still cant forget you. why.. everytime i chat with anyone i still think that u knows me the best. u know why am i emo. you know whats make me emo . you know whats make me happy .. u do know a simple thing can make me emo . a simple thing can make me happy . all those memories about me and u .i remember the time when we quarrel because of a small matter. the times when we walk back home together because of a chess .. and u almost fall down twice on the road . i know the road hates you haha:') and also during prefect dinner , i did something i never did before . setting up my hair for someone , and it was an epic fails .. well , nevermind but that night was awesome .. we ate ice cream outside looking at skies. kesian you wearing high heels haha :'). i hope i can go back to last year where we are still best friends , i waiting for you down there and we walk out together everyday , u sit beside me inside the bus , those happy happy moments :') time passes so fast. its been a year , sorry to say that i still cant forget you. i dunno wether should i or shouldnt i , but it seem likes it hurt me even more forgetting you . come let me share a song [well i think no one will view my blog anymore cause I've been so inactive for so long , good so i can write how i feel everyday :')]
給我一個理由忘記
雨都停了 這片天灰什麼呢
我還記得 你說我們要快樂
深夜裡的腳步聲 總是刺耳
害怕寂寞 就讓狂歡的城市陪我關燈
只是哪怕周圍再多人 感覺還是一個人
每當我笑了 心卻狠狠的哭著
給我一個理由忘記 那麼愛我的你
給我一個理由放棄 當時做的決定
有些愛 越想抽離卻越更清晰
而最痛的距離 是你不在身邊 卻在我的心裡
當我走在去過的每個地方 總會聽到你那最自由的笑
當我回到一個人住的地方 最怕看到冬天你最愛穿的那件外套
只是哪怕周圍再多人 感覺還是一個人
每當我笑了 心卻狠狠的哭著
給我一個理由忘記 那麼愛我的你
給我一個理由放棄 當時做的決定
有些愛 越想抽離卻越更清晰
而最痛的距離 是你不在身邊 卻在我的心裡
我找不到理由忘記 大雨裡的別離
我找不到理由放棄 我等你的決心
有些愛 越想抽離卻越更清晰
而最痛的距離 是你不在身邊 卻在我的心裡
我想你
Goodnight :')